Let me start off by saying that I don't want to blog here. I want to blog on wordpress, but my confirmation email isn't going through. However, for some strange reason I felt compelled to write tonight. Maybe it's because I've read some friend's blogs, or maybe it's because I've been watching that new vampire show The Vampire Diaries and seeing the main vampire Stefan writing all of his thoughts down intrigued me to do the same. I'm not exactly sure. Nevertheless I'm going to start blogging. I think it might help me express what's going through my head on a day to day basis. Who knows, this is just an experiment.
I know most likely no one will read this, but I actually hope that's true. I'm not doing this so that people will read about what's going on with me. I'm doing this solely for me. This is a way for me to write about what is happening in my life. Sort of like a journal. I want to start writing things down so that later on I won't forget them. My mom actually encouraged me to do this and I believe it is a good idea. So, shall we?
Lately, things have been changing. They have been changing rapidly. I started school at SDSU almost 4 weeks ago. It has been quite a transition, but I'm starting to get used to it. I like my classes for the most part. I'm taking oral communications, english, a math review class, and chemistry. Chemistry is really the only class that worries me. I have my first exam next week. I can't believe exams are already coming up. Oh well. I must say I'm pretty nervous for that, but I think things will work themselves out in the end. I'm also not too fond of my communications class, but that's only because I don't enjoy presenting solo in front of an audience. The class is supposed to help in overcoming those fears so we'll see if that actually happens. Also, I miss my friends. I miss seeing the same kids from 6th grade everyday. Even people I didn't talk to, I miss. I miss the familiarity. I miss walking around campus feeling like I was on top of the world. I have never felt more alone then I do at state. Of course I still see a few friends here and there. And I've made a couple new friends. So it's not all bad. Plus he goes there, which makes it all worth it. So over all, all I can say is school is school. That's not something that is ever going to change.
I love my family. If it weren't for them I would not be who I am today. Enough said... for now.
So I mentioned him in the paragraph above. He is him. He is mine. He doesn't need a name. But if you'd like, we'll call him Anthony. :) I don't want to get into the whole story about Anthony right now. However, I will write down all of that later because that definitely isn't something I want to forget. Not ever. But tonight I'd just like to say, I love you. Things have gotten kind of crazy lately and they aren't the way they used to be, but I wouldn't change one thing about us or what we have. Spending the day together today, like old times, was what I think we both needed. Thank you for making my heart happy.
Well, I think that is all for now. I don't want to overload with information right off the start.
Oh yeah! I have a new kitten. She is the cutest. I'm not sure what to name her yet. Maybe Chewie?
I know most likely no one will read this, but I actually hope that's true. I'm not doing this so that people will read about what's going on with me. I'm doing this solely for me. This is a way for me to write about what is happening in my life. Sort of like a journal. I want to start writing things down so that later on I won't forget them. My mom actually encouraged me to do this and I believe it is a good idea. So, shall we?
Lately, things have been changing. They have been changing rapidly. I started school at SDSU almost 4 weeks ago. It has been quite a transition, but I'm starting to get used to it. I like my classes for the most part. I'm taking oral communications, english, a math review class, and chemistry. Chemistry is really the only class that worries me. I have my first exam next week. I can't believe exams are already coming up. Oh well. I must say I'm pretty nervous for that, but I think things will work themselves out in the end. I'm also not too fond of my communications class, but that's only because I don't enjoy presenting solo in front of an audience. The class is supposed to help in overcoming those fears so we'll see if that actually happens. Also, I miss my friends. I miss seeing the same kids from 6th grade everyday. Even people I didn't talk to, I miss. I miss the familiarity. I miss walking around campus feeling like I was on top of the world. I have never felt more alone then I do at state. Of course I still see a few friends here and there. And I've made a couple new friends. So it's not all bad. Plus he goes there, which makes it all worth it. So over all, all I can say is school is school. That's not something that is ever going to change.
I love my family. If it weren't for them I would not be who I am today. Enough said... for now.
So I mentioned him in the paragraph above. He is him. He is mine. He doesn't need a name. But if you'd like, we'll call him Anthony. :) I don't want to get into the whole story about Anthony right now. However, I will write down all of that later because that definitely isn't something I want to forget. Not ever. But tonight I'd just like to say, I love you. Things have gotten kind of crazy lately and they aren't the way they used to be, but I wouldn't change one thing about us or what we have. Spending the day together today, like old times, was what I think we both needed. Thank you for making my heart happy.
Well, I think that is all for now. I don't want to overload with information right off the start.
Oh yeah! I have a new kitten. She is the cutest. I'm not sure what to name her yet. Maybe Chewie?
